Well, it's around that time of year again almost.
I won't let it get me down. For the 21st time I won't.....let it...get me.... down.
Average BoyThis is the world of this average boy,Average Boy by ~sonic116
who lives through great sadness and occasional joy.
He is not very tall, but is also not short,
He is not very skilled at any particular sport.
He is kind of soft-spoken, but can be very loud,
He gets decent grades that make his parents proud.
He is not quite good looking, but is not a great looking guy,
He can't figure out what love is but he can certainly try.
He has a group of friends that is kind of small,
But having just one makes him not care at all.
He is a big softy with a slight masculine side,
He does not have much confidence, but still has his pride.
He does not have any remarkable talent or skills,
He hates to be bored, but does not seek out thrills.
He is kind of weird, but not what you'd call absurd,
This boy is just average in every sense of the word.
Where I AmI wonder where I am right nowWhere I Am by ~sonic116
Or even if I'm somewhere at all
I want to be there but I'm stuck where I am
Rooted to a single spot alone.
But even if I am here
Even I will have to try
To see if I am still visible
When no one else can see me.
But why is it like that?
I can tell I'm still in touch with the world
Is the world moving on without me?
Or maybe the world is not in touch with me, perhaps?
I call out to someone nearby
To someone I believe I can trust
To validate my existence
But what if they aren't there either?
And the times where there is no one
That I can rely on to make sure I haven't completely disappeared
I can only hope that I remain, even all alone
Others may go mad from the isolation.
But that would explain a lot
Maybe I've already snapped
It's certainly a possibility
I have been like this for quite some time, you see.
Loneliness is something that people fear
Humans are social creatures, after all
But I coexist with loneliness
So the only thing for me to fear is myself.